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Is still "My Babydoll". That hasn't changed for two or three years, maybe more. The thing that bugs me is that it was something I did back in 2005. I was just a girl that was wearing a pretty dress and decided to take pictures after school, yet that's what they all go for. It doesn't matter now that I'm really thinking, really planning shots and looking for the beauty in life. It doesn't matter that I'm no longer selling my sex. You know how many comments I get when I do update, total? two or three. Back then when I was a pretty young thing taking pictures of me being cute ofcourse I got up to fifteen a day. I'm not mad, and I know not updating regularly anymore has a large affect on it...but it kind of haunts me. I don't want to delete it because so many people like it, hell I still get little messages saying that another person added My Babydoll to their favorites. But everytime I see that I just kind of scoff and roll my eyes, even though its my own work. Maybe I've been changed by art school, I don't know. Maybe I can no longer see the artistic beauty in something so easy to do, so unimaginative. But to me it is just a snapshot, something that belongs in the scrap pile.
Arms Always Pushing, Never Pulling
I don't want to hear their voices anymore. I don't want to see their faces.
Maybe I'm meant to be alone, since I can't seem to ever make anyone happy.
Hmm...
How many works are there one here simply titled "Smoking Kills"? It gets a bit tired, doesn't it? I mean i have no problem with people expressing their views, but while searching around for good photos of people smoking I ran into a whole hell of a lot of works called Smoking Kills with the same concept in eachone. There were a few creative, interesting ones, but all those repeats don't leave a mark, just a slight twinge of annoyance.
Okay, just to ellaborate on this even further, I did a search of smoking again to see what I got, and counted 7 works titled "Smoking Kills" by the THIRD page. this is out of thousands of results. Realllllly cr
Stock Account
Over the years I've been here Ive had quite a few suggestions to create a stock account. I would usually just momentarily entertain the idea, and then let it go. Well, now Im deciding to do so. So for any of those interested, you can now access extra photos of mine that Ive taken from various photo shoots, but never used. Be patient, I'm currently working on posting photos.
Link to ZiltzyStock:
http://ziltzystock.deviantart.com/
enjoy!
Time Flies
Wow. I can't believe that so much time has passed since I joined Deviant art in 2004. When I first joined here I remember I took so many different photos, not caring whether they were quality or not. I wish that I still had that drive, but just as with my drawings the older I get the more I have to make things as perfect as I can. It's still fun, ofcourse, but now it seems to matter to me more when I dont get any good shots from a photo shoot. I also obviously do not updated as regularly as I used to, but I was not as busy back then. This year I am a Senior, and in a few months I will be out of Highschool completely. In fact, next Thursday I'
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Hah I feel the same when I'm still getting most of the attention on the same few pictures from back in 2004-5. I'm pretty inactive now though, so I guess that does count. I often wonder though if the people giving attention to the same pictures look at my other work at all, or if they got linked to the picture from other people's favourites and only look at the one.